So today wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I don't know if it is because of being overwhelmed, tired or too busy to be as sad as I thought it would be for me to leave. Maybe because I was rushed away so quickly by family, I didn't get a chance to slow down and feel sad. I may never know.
The things I will miss: my neighbors Brad and Kat, my big back yard, my entertainment center, the quiet neighborhood, QT and Walmart being so close, the kids having a good school so close and many more things I can't think of at the moment.
The things I am excited about: new adventures, new friends, new memories, new places to visit and many more things I can't think of at the moment.
I don't know if maybe when things calm down, I might be sad and cry or if it will be just memories that will make me happy and sad at the same time. I am glad we didn't prolong the move any longer over more than just today. I think maybe that helped too.
I guess from now on out for the next month we will have to see what tomorrow brings. May the Lord bless me with the patience I will need to prevent the anxiety I fear. I'm off to bed for my body is sore and my mind is fried.
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