Starting to relax

Today was the first time in a while that I finally feel like I am not so anxious. Kelli and I went shopping this morning to get food for the week, the Memorial BBQ and Brilyn's birthday party. I didn't feel rushed, stressed or impatient. I made 5 loaves of bread, 30 cinnamon rolls and Brilyn's birthday cake. I ate tons of watermelon and sat and relaxed by the pool. I enjoyed watching my kids play, get along and have fun with each other. I held Maddie often and soaked up all the love she has to offer. I can't wait to snuggle up with her and watch Tangled as soon as I am done here. I love my children so much. I love and am so grateful for Steve and Kelli providing a roof over their heads. I am looking forward to new opportunities the Lord has in store for my family. I really hope Brilyn enjoys her birthday tomorrow. I am going to go Cuddle my sweet baby now.